21.46 19 february 2012

Right its hit me now and I'm starting to get my freak on. The fact that this is my last night in my bed is just plain crazy. I'm so tired but my head is reeling , the doubts are reeling in. What if I don't like the job? What do I do when I get lonely? How do I cope with out my Louie dog and mummy. Oh god I guess ill just have to wait and see. I havn't shed a tear yet but I can feel them coming. Right so I'm gonna drink a cup of concrete now and harden up because I know I can do this!

Night night New Zealand was nice knowing you.